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The Circus Came and Left

by IndiaBlue

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1.
Magpie 03:36
Once I was a monotone bird Pecking quartz from brittle pebbles Once I was up Once I was up Once I was up Once I was up Once I was a velvet groupie Gliding past the amber curtains Parking my car Under the sun Sitting in sun Flowers with child Once I was a folly crone witch Warming hands against the fire Stored in these bones Memory veins Weaving the veil Sewing the grain Once again I was a magpie Many times I've had the caught eye Once I was sad Two I was glad Three I was born Four I was had
2.
Cinnamon 03:53
In the outhouse rain goes pitter-patter We are waiting for our ever after On the blackboard meet me at the station I'm at platform seven waiting for the wind to change Hold his neck up, lifeless like a turkey Limp and feeling breathless Pressed upon the coffee stand Didn't I say I'd stay home tonight Didn't I say I'd stay home tonight Home tonight Home tonight But I cannot win My spine made of cinnamon In my life how can I grow this garden I've been making weeds into medicine Didn't I say I would dig them out Didn't I say I would dig them out Dig them out Dig them out But I cannot win My spine made of cinnamon In the city I am like a budgie Got to be an arrow there's always a price to pay Didn't I say I would stay awake Didn't I say I would stay away Stay away Stay away But I cannot win My spine made of cinnamon But I cannot win My spine made of cinnamon But I cannot win My spine made of cinnamon
3.
Am I a Bird? 04:27
Though the equinox subdued a thirst I've been more than still with the tides I've been more than patient with your hurt Autumn jumped the queue I analysed Thought that I would soften with the sun As the slowing days did rise But I'm still not right Mama I'm tired of being difficult When all I really want to be is his And Mama I'm tired of being miserable How many of these lessons do I really need to learn Am I a burden, or am I a bird Trying to remember to take a rest To take a breath when all is sleeping I'm bleeding out from bitten tongues And reminiscing melodies before I was restrung Carried away like a stick in the river It's hard to forget but easy to forgive her I know this time is just hardening fluff In a world full of unreturned letters It's already hard enough Mama I'm tired of being difficult When all I really want to be is his And Mama I'm tired of being miserable How many of these lessons do I really need to learn Am I a burden, or am I a bird All this destination is way to tempting How can we be still But like the spinning wheel We all have time to live And time to die To die To die To die Mama I'm tired of being difficult When all I really want to be is his And Mama I'm tired of being miserable How many of these lessons do I really need to learn Am I a burden Am I a burden Am I a burden Or am I a bird
4.
I felt the bottom and that's how I imagine the top to feel: empty I felt the envy burn holes into your right ear, wait till fullness feels: heavy For if I cast away, all the small things that I chased, would they come back Somewhere in my side-split I fight opposites, presenting perfect life, to me Parting the Red Sea, all I ask is in the direction I tread, will you follow me For if I cast away, all the small things that I chased, would they come back For if I cast away, all the small things in exchange for some lesser mean Would you think less of me For if I did exchange, all the small things for the stage, there'd be less of me
5.
As A Flame 02:25
Make her a weak one Tell her she's the rabbit Tell her to testify against Her biggest habit Late in the eve When it had left I was still left As a flame Make her your teether Chew until your ready I have been food for many Pacify your plenty Deep in his throat This is a joke This is the same As a flame Make her your feature Tell them of her leaving Out in the storm a memory I'm guilty for grieving Early last morn I could have sworn I saw her stay As a flame
6.
We're Free 03:51
I'm tired of getting what I want Tired of getting what I need I've got a bit less self control and I'm free I'm tired of being who I want Tired of being who I need I'm being much less self aware And I'm free I'm free I'm free I'm free I'm free I'm free You're tired of getting what you want Tired of getting what you need You've got a bit less self control and you're free You're tired of being who you want Tired of being who you need You're being much less self aware And you're free You're free You're free You're free You're free You're free We're tired of getting what we want Tired of getting what we need We've got a bit less self control and we're free We're tired of being who we want Tired of being who we need We're being much less self aware and we're free We're free We're free We're free We're free We're free We're free We're free We're free We're free We're free We're free We're free
7.
The flowers bloomed whilst I was gone No candles lit A thought that we would journey on And see those flowers with the same eyes Ha ha ha ha ha ha There's little gunmen in my ear Telling me things I need not hear A man that's clothed in love, may still take of his shirt, at your real words I sing them under a spell But it's a love song, to myself I sing them under a spell But it's a love song, to myself Silently sycamore Walks through the open door Letting sweet sounding, words left unspoken appear Oh little rabbit I almost had ya Until the light came And blinded character But I'm not looking for shouting and screaming I'm just searching for your raw feelings I'm not liking philosophical reasoning I'm just looking for some substance to leave on I sing them under a spell But it's a love song, to myself I sing them under a spell But it's a love song, to myself
8.
I hung out his washing to dry And the horsemen did say Oh don't you be doing his work, it will indeed never go 'way But I have made home in his world, for I make the beds in the castle where am I to go Oh, doe eyes, why does his footloose surprise you You know my soft heart, is printed by those who don't choose Howling at the moon For the king, and his concubines leap Dumbing down the news Soldier beetles: infect the June I made him a cake all my own He gave it one bite And fed it to his Lady Red When he was out of my sight But you can make home in my world For I make the beds in the castle, where are you to go Oh, dough hands, why does this songstress surprise you You know my soft heart is molded by those who don't chew Howling at the moon For the king, and his concubines leap Dumbing down the news Soldier beetles: infect the June Why don't you give a hand, to the one who make the bread Oh Godly men, make their beds
9.
Liminal 02:48
All I hold is his voice In the space in between, this day and a dream Oh I shouldn't push for a dream, shouldn't push for a dream In my cocoon, I go to sleep but I dwell in this dream I still dwell in this dream, oh who could we be I have been my own too long All I have is blue noise In the truth that I seek Coming off strong, I'm coming down weak In this space of a sheet, in the space of a week Heaven, shouldn't feel this heavy I have pulled this string too long All we have is this light And light memories is all that we see I've been swimming for sea I've been swimming for sea: of you Of you
10.
Heaven Holy 04:44
Heaven, I know where they keep it It's not a secret, I've got the code And heaven, holy I hold it Maybe I was sold it in February snow Cause every time the sun comes up I wake in a trance I walk the path of Mary in his arms and, I am the Maiden, the Mother the Crone Cause every time the sun comes up and tiptoes his skin I see God: He is Him A man who feels so much like something I've known Something like home Hmm Eden, honey I feel it Maybe it's seated deep in my bones Rising, the serpent is rising I realised it, I let it go Cause every time the sun comes up I wake in a trance I walk the path of Mary in his arms and, I am the Maiden, the Mother the Crone Cause every time the sun comes up and tiptoes his skin I see God: He is Him A man who feels so much like something I've known Something like home Hmm Finally I believe in what they see Heaven, I know where they keep it It's not a secret, I've got the code And heaven, holy I hold it Maybe I was sold it in February snow Cause every time the sun comes up I wake in a trance I walk the path of Mary in his arms and, I am the Maiden, the Mother the Crone Cause every time the sun comes up and tiptoes his skin I see God: He is Him A man who feels so much like something I've known Something like home Hmm
11.
When did I start to get better When did I start to get better I am so good now, no one would know I was never Wanting to start getting better So is it the sea I must swallow Learning to swim I could drown in old sorrows But we'll be up early tomorrow Then I will wake feeling better I always wake feeling better Something 'bout morning slices the knife through the letter She'd hang around if I let her So is it the sea I must swallow Learning to swim I could drown in old sorrows But we'll be up early tomorrow Then I will keep being better Then I will tell you I'm better How do I know this You would know too if you met her And someday I might even let ya So is it the sea I must swallow Learning to swim I could drown in old sorrows But we'll be up early tomorrow Somehow I'm scared to be better Often I'm scared to be better It feels like losing Embers that held me together Scared that no one will remember So is it the sea I must swallow Learning to swim I could drown in old sorrows But we'll be up early tomorrow We'll be up early tomorrow We'll be up early tomorrow
12.
Mercury, can you stop and let me speak I think you've forgotten just how much I pray I think you misheard my wish that day Oh, don't you know It's not easy to be honest with you It's not easy when you don't like the truth It's not easy under this kind of moon Setting sky, can I water down this night I've been drinking sweetness all week long But I'll sip this slowly til it's gone Oh, don't you know It's not easy to be honest with you It's not easy when you don't like the truth It's not easy under this kind of moon Brothered man, now I truly understand How my words abrase your heart Hold me close but stay apart Oh, don't you know It's not easy to be honest with you It's not easy when you don't like the truth It's not easy under this kind of moon Oh, don't you know It's not easy to be honest with you It's not easy when you don't like the truth It's not easy under this kind of moon
13.
On the day the circus came to town When I found out I couldn't see the lines My eyes were blurred, and purposely Underneath the tensioned canopy I nominate myself To assist in the trick And luckily, I knew it Ooh when will I learn to stand Up on feet on my hands Behind the curtains lays me down So I can face the stage I have wanted much before But this time I want it more Ooh when will I learn to stand Up on feet on my hands When will I let it be Ooh On the day the circus packed and left When I too made the choice I tried my best to see The gladness when so soon things leave, and purposely

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released March 4, 2022

Written and Performed by India Blue
Produced and Mixed by Tom Clarkson
Mastered by Gaetan Golembiewskis

Violin - Bev Lee Harling
Drums - Coldon Drystone
Bass and Guitar - Tom Clarkson
Bodhran - Tom Uragallo
Trombone - Sarah Vincent

Album artwork - Natalie Wyborn (photography)
Lily Gould (illustration and typography)
Karl Terry - (oil painting)

A special thanks to all the crowdfunding donators who helped make this album happen.

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